I Want To Be Forever Young

Lying on my bed,my mind set off on a quest in search of old memories but found a few and was unable to find the address location of the others in the brain,probably they were long dead and my hands being good partners decided to help out with the typing and then…….
I just thought about the really young stages of my childhood. As far back as I can remember, I started getting conscious of my environment from age five and that was when my life really started. I remember the old memories of my fun life as a kid, my friends that I get to see no more, every damn memory of that period still remains ever green. And then on my life went ………
Then I started my high school life in a boarding school, and I remember how I used to spin frisby which was milo cover with my friends, how much fun it was then. I remember how Damilola Onabanjo made jest of me for something I didn’t really do and how I didn’t like her but she’s now my boo :D. I remember how I crushed on Omotola Adegboyega in the mid periods of high school, even though we didn’t go out, the thing was just there…….
Then came the ending parts of my high school life when I started hanging out with two main niggas, Eti David and Tega, they were my G’s. I will also never forget Feranmi bankole and how she became my boo, she was a really sweet friend…..then came my valedictory service which marked the last time I saw some of my friends 😦 …

*sigh. I wasn’t going to stress him no longer, I knew he was tired so I just let my mind go take a nap after the tedious quest.

Now in the university, I just realized there are lots of things I’ve got to do and it seems I’ve got more responsibilities and lesser fun than I used to have back then and I sometimes ponder and wander on how my life is going to be when I take full responsibilities and also when I’m going to leave this damn world…and I feel like I don’t want to age even when I know I can’t change the normal algorithm pattern of life.:(
I just wish my life could just keep on iterating my childhood,teenage and youthful life endlessly. I just want to be forever young. 😛

My Best Crush

After hours of Call Of Duty 4 multiplayer game,i just got bored and went to my room and then off my mind went chasing after the thoughts wandering about the circus but it caught this one thought.. and then I started this damn blog……
The whole shit still amazes me. I feel I’m dying inside, it’s like I’m losing. I don’t know why I like her so bad. I get scared of losing her but then I remember she’s not even mine. I’ve had this deep crush on this one girl. The first time I saw her, I really got cold and it was like my nerves began to synapse. My friend thought that I just got attracted to her jugs, but that wasn’t the shit. I wish I could just tell her but I was scared It was going to end our little friendship. Sometimes I just try to make the whole shit fade off but it seems so hard and then I’m left helpless. At a point I felt I just had to fuck the pain away and move on. But she’s still this one chick that is just so completely different in her own way and I can’t still help but like her.

*sigh. I can’t just help but laugh at myself after writing this short piece cause I didn’t really intend blogging. =D. 😛